I have always felt a heavy pressure to find a full time MBA job, writing 5-10 cover letters everyday, participating in 2-3 meetup events every week, harassing friends to make introductions, following up on all the open applications, and absorbing new tactics to get a new job - not missing any chances. Getting a job is a huge fight, I need to use all of my energy and build up confidence again and again to come up with strategies and apply it to my tactics. Looking back through the whole year, I feel exhausted.
No income means I can’t enjoy life properly. I haven’t really gone decent shopping for a year. I haven’t been on any trips for leisure. I still need to report my parents in China about the big purchases because I start to depend on them financially, whose incomes are totally $500/month in China.
So glad to find a full-time job, so that I can go back to regular life and enjoy work and life balance. So glad I am in New York, one of the most active cities in the world, which encourage me to move fast, to be smart to compete with others, and to be aggressive to pursue my dream. So glad Jon - now my husband, always supports me, encourages me and inspires me, to empower me on the job market again and again.